床边故事

喜欢这歌的歌名... 床边故事... 就是这样而已... =)

小时候睡觉前
最爱听床边故事
幻想进入那神秘的国度
不要走 别管大
请再讲一个故事
让它陪我进入梦乡中
或许我还是个海盗
要去寻找那宝藏
或许我是个快乐的美人鱼

每一晚 每一夜
我幻想都成真
这就是床边故事的魔力

每一晚 每一夜
可以环游全世界
这就是床边故事的魔力

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Ermmm....  什么 update ? 下次再写吧 ....
WS SK, 你们屌来屌去... 我们就笑来笑去.... LOLZ !

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心墙 ; 我就是啊

刚巧又是郭静, 哈哈.
非常正面... 不过恐怕我未必做不到...
不过还是觉得有意思, 哈哈....




一个人仰望碧海和蓝天
在心里面那么怀旧的音弦
海豚从眼前飞跃
我看见了最阳光的笑脸
好时光都该被包庇
因为有限

我学着不去担心得太远
不计划太多反而能勇敢冒险
丰富地过每一天
快乐的看每一天

第一次遇见阴天
瞅住你侧脸
有什么故事好想了解
我感觉我懂你的特别

你的心有一道墙
但我发现一扇窗
偶尔发出一丝暖暖的微光
就算你有一道墙
我的爱会攀上窗台盛放
打开窗你会看到
悲伤熔化

你会闻到幸福晴朗的芬芳

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做回原来的自己就好, 平时我会怎样, 我就怎样...
反射体就反射体啊.... 我就是啊...
活在镜子里就活在镜子里啊... 我就是啊...
我没什么渴望, 只希望我能做个快乐的反射体...
而如果可以, 也希望除了反射体... 有天我能够发出自己的光芒...
虽然没什么可能... 但加油吧 ! 嘻嘻....
( *笑两下*.... 醒咯醒咯... 又乱来了... 哈! =.= )
好想念小运... 他们在那儿...恐怕已被冷落了...
但不管怎样, 我还是会好好护着在我肩膀上的那两个...*苦笑两下*

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我应该 ok 的

15th of December, 11pm

I shall follow my heart...
I shall not ask for repay no matter how hard i strive to be...
I know with these, my heart will be contented enough ...
But actually it is not that easy...
There are times when i am just fine with everything...
But there are also times when emotion took over me...
I am wordless... just hope i can make through it...
And yea, bogoshipo .... is truth afterall... now that you have let it go, i just have to pray hard that you can move on ... and leave all the depression behind.... it doesn't have to be me, if i am not the one..
But i want to say nothing really change, i am still the 1 standing behind no matter u had let it go or not...

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其实我应该 ok 的.... 这样的情况, 早就是预算的情况之一....
况且... 那是之前的事情... .
当然说得再怎么好听, 说没影响是不可能的.... 就得看我自己如何去看待和面对了...

我没说过我一定要这样, 一定要那样....
我只是不想欺骗自己, 不要又多了一件我会后悔的事情...
硬硬压抑自己的感情.... 那实在不是我... 我也办不到....
认识我的人就知道... 我就是这副样子....

也当然的, 我有我自己的希望, 自己的梦想....
没说过一定要... 但谁不想美梦成真啊 ?
至少我要告诉自己 '没关系啊, 你尝试过啊...'
而不是 ' 我什么也没做过啊....'
两者比较, 我就比较喜欢第一者...
不过前提是... 过程不能让人觉得厌倦....

我不是什么成年人, 不过我也不是小家伙...
我知道自己在干着什么...
也知道应该在适当的情况下做些适当的事情...
做的决定不一定是最好的.... 但只望没伤害到对方, 没对不起自己...

还有,
yy, 我知道迟早你会看到这的...
谢了... 真心的...

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微微笑着 ; Mirror 2

简单就好.
最近, 一切简简单单... 不过很开心.
微笑都一直保持着.
没什么非常特别的... 然而一些简单的事情也足于让我笑起来了.
我喜欢我现在自己的笑容... 因为它好真实.
虽然此刻, 有点病了... 但我依然微微笑着.
所以我会守护这微笑的原因, 只希望它能够继续留在我身旁 =)

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December 11th , 2AM

Although i never ever take things for granted... but sometimes things just doesnt goes the right way...
To recall on what i written last time, titled 'mirror'...
Seems like im still doing the reflection ... just like now...
Everything is so affecting on me...
And i don't really have what it takes to alter it...

All my friends are giving me positive feedback recently...
Well, things maybe have gone better in some sense....
But in the end, im the only one who truly knows what's going on ...
And despite all of the courage, support, and faith you guys given on me...
Me myself... doesn't possesed such amount of faith on this matter...
I wish, i hope, and i actually have faith.... but maybe what i lack is confidence on myself...
Is not easy for me to build up my confidence.... but it is simple to break it down...
So all these time, i couldn't even remember how many hundred times i told myself to stay tough.
Even my desktop reminder wrote 'Stay tough, just don't give up yet.'

Maybe not even my housemate notice this, but every night before i sleep, i will stand by the balcony doing all the praying. Not actually praying for myself... but rather praying for the another side of the mirror... if u get what i mean...
It might sounds silly, but i feel better doing that... Since after all these time, i still can't really look deep into this another side of mirror....So, it leaves me no options but to pray hard for it.... Pray hard that in my very own reflection, i can find myself smiling cheerfully...not being sad and troubled...

This is not actually an emo post... just a feedback on what my friends respond recently, with a little bit of my own thoughts... Frankly speaking,  i love what you guys say ... and wish it could be true. I am just afraid that i might dissapoint you guys...
But anyway, i feel stronger when i know there are you guys behind my back. Maybe some of you doesn't really do anything, but the presence itself helps =)
Lets just hope things can really turn out the way i wish.

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吓 !!!

刚从 malaysian study 回来...
原本是想去拿 attendance就好...
但当名单传到我手上时.... 发现已经有人帮我签了...
我的朋友都没帮我签... 这人又是谁呢 ?
问题当然不出现在这.... 人家帮我, 我也没话说....
只不过... 他/她 在帮我签名的时候...
既然在上面加了个小小的 心型....吓 !!!
不懂哪个酱大 ' 整股' .... =.=

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虽然没再写那么多了...
但是... 我只想说... 不代表我不在乎了...
毕竟写得好点, 也不代表事情就会好点... 对吗 ?
미쌜...
Or someone please tell me what should i do ? Any suggestions will do, but not making fun of it...

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A paper bag i design for my class assignment. Ntg special and ntg so nice about it, just sharing.

Next time can ask me if you want a unique paper-bag, haha ! =.="
But this box of paper cost me RM40, so prepare RM50 ya, xD


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十二月份

十二月了.... 不知不觉已经是第五个月了....
第五个月我开始在部落格里写着同一件事情...
时间确实能够流逝... 说长不长, 说短不短....

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不经一番寒彻骨, 焉得梅花扑鼻香 .... haha ....

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没什么好写 ; 郭靜 - 知道

...
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以为事情已经非常糟糕.... 结果... 还好....
没想象中的那么糟糕... 也没好到那里去....
然而.... ermmm.... 哎哟.... 我也不知道我自己现在的感受是什么....
不懂得在想什么, 当然也没什么好写了....
只能说... 我还是我....虽然多次泄气... 但不曾改变过...

미쌜... 보고 싶어...

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这首歌.... 事先都不知道原来电脑里存有...
只是突然发现了它... 也没什么, 就自己还蛮喜欢的...



知道

作詞：韋禮安 作曲：韋禮安

他讓你憔悴許多 他讓你不知所措 他一舉一動你不停的對我說
我微笑傾聽你說 我卻越聽越心痛 怎麼你說的不是我
他比我多了什麼 讓你願意耐心等候
我想知道他讓你痴心是什麼
我想知道他讓你瘋狂為什麼
我知道做的和他沒有不同
但是我 卻不在你心中 逗留

我想知道他哪裡比我好很多 在你心中他和我有什麼不同
我知道我比他付出的還多 可是我 總換不了你的 心動

你讓我憔悴很多 你讓我不知所措 你一舉一動我的心被牽著走
他不經意的走過 你就把我給冷落 嫉妒把我給吞沒
他比我多了什麼 讓你願意耐心等候

我想知道他讓你痴心是什麼
我想知道他讓你瘋狂為什麼
我知道做的和他沒有不同
但是我 卻不在你心中 逗留

我想知道他哪裡比我好很多 在你心中他和我有什麼不同
我知道我比他付出的還多 可是我 總換不了你的 心動

我知道了他哪裡比我好更多 在你心中我永遠不可能會讓你心動
我知道我比他付出的還多 可是我 在你心中沒有 他多

我想知道在你心目中我是什么....

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3 days with family ; hands percussion

如果真是如此... 好吧... 我明白了...
就算我多不愿意... 我也知道事情不会再改变了, 对吗 ?

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和家人一起度过了... 算三天吧.
星期五晚上开始到星期天傍晚.
把东西简略化吧.... english are definitely faster...

Friday night: Parents, both sis with their bf, bro n gf, and me gather > eat eat eat, rest rest rest

Saturday : Morning eat dimsum >  times square daddy shopping > daddy went gathering, we all went ikea with mommy > steamboat > chit chat n rest at sis house.

Sunday : Morning bak kuh teh > visit relatives at cheras > daddy mommy went back > went to KLPAC for hands percussion performance ! > eat and back to cyber.

Among all the places we ate, there are 3 places which are recommended by ChuiLing or AhXian. So i really have 口富, haha !

Let me recall if there is any interesting conversation....hmm... ok...

Ok, 1st day...

1. Dad ask me : mana lu yer gf ? sis say u wan bring come.... ( i was sobbing deep within .... )
2. Elder sis told us about how Pavillion's boss think : we live in this world , we fight. I don't regret even i got cancer ! ( ok, thats not how common people thinks... she is datin afterall... diff ...; my elder sis was her personal assistant. )

2nd day :

1. When chit-chat, sis told us hows datin life. About 30+ LV'S shoes in 1 trip to Paris. Having 2 wall size cupboard for her shoes, and it is still not enough. ( wasn't that MUCH right ? haha )
2. Dad : Yun, ur hair so long. Ur forehead all get cover, like this no 'ohm', know ? ( i can only nod head when he said that... )

3rd day :

1. My relatives tell my parents : ur son hor, dun looks like kuantan boy edy. Modern edy a. ( is that a compliment ? =.= )
2. Now is all about hands percussion, will write this in a sub-category.

KPAC - Kuala Lumpur Performing Arts Centre.
HANDS percussion performance - Dreams in November 梦无界

Hands percussion is a renowned Malaysian Chinese percussion ensemble. All their performances are highly admired even in international level. Their performing style can be said as contemporary percussion music. But usually they are known as professional 24 season drums performer, but actually they are so much more than that.

RM58 for the ticket, for 2 hours performance. It might sounds expensive to u, but the truth is, it is worth !
Not to say the whole performance is 2 hours long, but just the last 20minutes of ending already worth it.
I couldnt deny that there are certain parts which are quite boring... since... art... u know... they move around here n there.... n it is art. Of course every move are done based on their theme, so i had no complains at all.
Plus, even the boring parts get to amazed me.... imagine spinning on the floor for 4 minutes.. stepping the same place all the time and never gets dizzy. Or faking to be a statue while changing pose now and then for 10 minutes, but all the pose are crazily hard. Those are the slightly boring parts.

Let aside the boring part, the interesting parts are awesome !
Ermmm... stuff like playing music thru hitting on glasses filled with water ( is tons of them played by 1 person )... getting ur eyes binded and solo 8 sets of instrument for 10minutes ! ( this is really hard, as u cant see where is the instrument, u can only depends on ur sense of touch and instinct. )
Beside all these, their drumming skill is perfect ! I am a 24 seasons drummer, so to have a drum routine that amaze me is not that easy. And yet their drum routine is just too astonishing for me ! Amazing is not even enough to describe it.

And as i said, the ending is epic ! Ever since i joined as a 24 season drummer years and years ago, i had never get to experiences the feeling of intense and rumbling of drum's sound. But today, i have once again feel that, the rumbling that reached my heart.
The power is extreme, the synchronity is perfect, the routine is perfect, the moves are crazy, the music is rumbling.... with all these add up, just the ending worth the RM58 ! The comments from my 2nd sis and me are , we couldnt even learn those in 5 years... even when we does, the feeling will not be there....
They surely deserve to be called as the top in Malaysia !

And after the performance, we get to met-up with Abraham. He is both me and my sis's senior, he is now in 2nd team of hands percussion. He spent 3 years with hands and only get to perform this year, and he is the top guy back in secondary.... imagine how hands percussion works now....
And he 4got about me, claiming i am my 2nd sis bf...

As conclusion, hands percussion rox !

其实心很痛.....

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