命运的旋律

Just a song that keep echoing in my mind. Perhaps, due to the drama. ***

没什么, 最近有在看 '下一站幸福' . ( 我知道很 outdate 一下了, 不用提醒我. ) 这是其中一首插曲,  觉得有味道, 就放上来啦. 就淡淡的忧伤, 没有 '我爱她, 轰轰烈烈最疯狂 !' 的那一种激动. 但有时侯, 淡淡就刚刚好了. 不要想太多, 我只是纯粹贴些歌曲. *** 假期开始了. 功课.... 一想到就想要抓狂... 很好笑的, 有朋友投诉说我之前的 update 好过不用 update. 哈哈, 我想是习惯了倾听我心里的内容, 一下子不习惯吧. 但是真的很抱歉, 封了就是封了, 我不会再随便写些什么了. 是真的关心我的, 能够问我啊. 还不是一样 ? 但是这不是无期限的封闭啦... 等吧, 我也希望有天我能够笑着为'命运的旋律' 解封. 哈哈. ***

" Wui !!! naper takdek update u punya blog ?!?!? dulu tiap tiap hari update, mana pergi sekarang ? " A respond from my friend..... Erm.... Actually nothing is so interesting about my life.... i live just an ordinary life. So... update update.... I will just talk about what's with me and my surrounding recently. Mid-term break coming soon.... but i not sure whether i should go back Kuantan or not..... My major's assignment is not going to let me enjoy the holiday through-out ! Teong is going to throw a party this weekend, probably at 1 of the club, and he invited me. But clubbing.... i am not that into it... 1st, i don't smoke with them. 2nd, i don't enjoy hooking up with random pretty girls... they are just pretty girls for me... that's all.... 3rd, i know they just gonna complain why am i so diam.... every time.... ( is not like they don't know my personality ... =x ) However, i do enjoy the music and hanging out with friends. The thing

风雪再无情... 云雨再无测... 空气再稀薄, 也要深呼吸. *** 最近唱得很有味道的一首歌曲. ***

I was looking at 1 of my secondary schoolmate profile and blog. And this is what i found... It really makes me goes WTF ! For me, she doesn't even look average .... And she is expecting this and that... just who she think she are ? F-king go and earn some money, it is not easy at all. And she spent RM2K in a month ?! While she is only doing the spending, not the earning ?!?!? That's like 1 month rental fee for my unit, which accommodate 9 person ! And i don't even remember that she came from a wealthy family..... spoilt ! Don't take money from a BF to be granted =.= We are not born to feed your materialistic desire ! And notice what she wrote about her mom ? Hopeless girl, that's her mom and she actually thinks that way .... It really pissed me off to see this .... Her life are .... 无药可救. *** Stop reminding that i gonna work in another 2 years time >< Haha ! ***

我很庆幸我很明白我要的是什么.... 我不会后悔的, 我知道. 也非常明白我应该做些什么. 很多事情都是要以相同频率进行的. 前进, 一起前进. 后退, 一起后退. 暂停, 一起暂停. 不然就会出现不协调的情况. 不会选择阻止, 只会选择配合. 这段期间... 一倍的压力, 我就给予一倍的承受. 双被的压力, 我就给予双倍的承受. 少少都承担不起, 还算什么啊 ? 镜子是有分反射性和透明化的. 反射... 我变不了... 不过, 让我尝试透明化吧... 透明得发射一切... 只有自己知道自己反射了什么. 这会是我短期内的最后一个发布. 我要封起命运的旋律... *封* ***