无聊 * 数字
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0622
0810
0906
0917
1005
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1019
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不想让它停下来...
只想一直把**之后的那一格数字...
一直写下去.....
一直写下去....
Luffy and Ace
My prayer has been answered... recovered.. thanks... Guess i can put a hold on my worry. And start to look back into myself again. The previous post mentioned that i might mood swing soon. Well, something else caught my main attention and i get worried. Temporary neglecting my own feeling. For now, i have a bad feeling that they are resurfacing though.... I really wish i am out there somewhere ... on a field, beach or somewhere... I need some fresh air.... sigh... Luffy and Ace. Luffy has his nakama, and his aniki - Ace. My brother... duh... we don't share emotional matters... Not really to my friends too... Sometimes i would feel so weaken... without proper reason... Guess i'm pretty worn out after all... Wish to hold on someone and i could cry out loud... Yeah yeah, cry baby , emo freak .... how u named it, i will just accept it. Guess i'm just not the kind who hold feelings back and act tough - since i ain't that tough anymore after all these time...
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我知道你在想什么....
其实..有好多次我试着强迫自己.. 警惕自己绝不能一直停留在过去 ....
我也知道..这并不容易..
但至少..
现在的我,已开始慢慢的..学会变得比之前更残忍了...
我不要我的心还停留在回忆里 ...
不想要让它一直这样的..
把我拉回去过去..
因为,现在的我..
只想要.. 和你..在一起...
你记得我说过吗?
我什么都不再想要 ...
只要现在 ...
当我很无助时.. 就希望宝贝你可以陪我一起面对 ...
而我相信... 有你在我身边.. 这一切都会慢慢的从我记忆里消失 .. T.T;
简单的一句,珍惜现在,并为未来努力 =)