If words doesn't work.

I shall express through this perhaps...
And this is how i feel...
How i love instrumental... especially the Chinese flute...
Grand Piano as well..

I am getting tired of writing....
Well, i still love to write.
But there are so many restrictions out there.
I do have lots of voices from within...
But this is just not the place to voice out...
There are people i wish i could share with, but those are people i care so much that i wouldn't want to be a burden for them as well... especially a particular one...
While for this particular one, how i wish i have what it takes to share and lighten his/her burden...
But i knew i never really have what it takes...
Not when everything are so affecting to me...
Not when i am not in the right identity for doing so...

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我沒說　我也會軟弱　需要倚賴你

你就裝不曉得　自由移動　自我地過

想念是會呼吸的痛　它活在我身上所有角落

哼你愛的歌會痛　看你的信會痛　連沈默也痛

遺憾是會呼吸的痛　它流在血液中來回滾動

後悔不貼心會痛　恨不懂你會痛　想見不能見最痛

我發誓不再說謊了　多愛你就會抱你多緊的
我的微笑都假了　靈魂像飄浮著　你在就好了

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